Here I go again

I find myself at a strange point in my life. A sort of relief I guess from childhood and naivity. I'm trying to move onward from all the sorry, sappy emo-ridden hoody days and be more of a lady. Someone little girls can look up to and not think...' Man that chick is crazy." I think everyone thinks I'm crazy and I guess that's why I've decided to mostly cut myself off from all the mediacommunicationlikeomgwhatevs. You get what I mean. I always have been the one who started the trends then tossed em away when they became "popular". Never did like to share, that is.  Is that alpha? i'm still not sure. Anyway, I hope this does well for me.